Let me have my space to sit

I would like to sit somewhere else for a couple minutes. Because of long walking I am strikingly tired. I am in search of little space in calmness for long. I am in need of a shelter in a desolate space where I can talk to myself. But strangely I am yet to find that out. The earth is large enough. Yet I don’t have any little space even absolutely of my own. I am sincerely frustrated.

A travel-sore person walking long towards uncertainty aimlessly does not find a place to rest under a shaded shelter for a breather. Nature is my mother. I am not born as a freak of nature. I should have at least certain place to sit in isolation. It is not an unjustified or aspiring demand. I am not asking anything in excess. Everyone should admit it with no room to dispute. I don’t require permanent occupation of any space. Yet none is offering me any place to sit because of prior encroachment. I am not in a position to understand my fault or the reason of conspiracy against me.

I am a stoic. Complete passiveness I prefer. If I contradict I contradict with me only, none else. I would like to have a place to sit for the synchronization of my thinking as they are not well orchestrated. My pell-mell questions out of invariable thinking always seek answers from me. That is why I am to sit alone in search of the answers. I am committed to my conscience to give the reply to the best of my capacity. Otherwise my conscience will not spare me and treat me as guilty or escapist. I beg to differ with this unwanted conclusion.

I live alone. I want to live my within. I am trying to reach at the confluence of my discordant thinking for a purposeful reply. I don’t want to encounter the lamp of my life being extinguished while walking alone in the roads. I feel that I am the “PROMETHEUS UNBOUND.” I am the PHOENIX BIRD. I am originated from fire and I will be destroyed in fire. I am the artisan of shaping up dreams breaking dream after dream. I believe that the man who does not know how to see dreams can never show dreams to others.

I don’t belong to that category. I dream and hawk dreams too. Perhaps this is my offence not being able to find out a space to sit. I may be a drop out student from the institution of not thinking with a difference. I don’t want to drift away with blind conformity. But what is to be done? What is that to anybody if I don’t find a space to think? They don’t care of the subject matter of my thinking. If they do have any awareness of the foundation of my thinking question of encroachment of my space to sit may not arise.

At the outset none wants to give any recognition to those who think with an alignment to PRMETHEUS thinking. But recognition comes with repentance when PROMRTHEUS of today in numbers are gunned down in the false encounter of life. Then they get space. Shading profuse tears and with arranged ornamental words, none cares of the words coming out either from within or not, they prepare the altar of the martyr in order to pay homage (!). But they were not allowed to lend a space for their thinking with a difference so long they were alive just as me. When there stands no option but to allocate certain space for each and every one today or tomorrow even after their death we better lend certain space for their thinking when they are live as their thinking may give birth to new genesis of a separate trend.

Time is advancing with a rocket speed. Concept and ideas are also changing rapidly in conformity with the demand of time. Time is changing as the mandatory requisite of life. The changing world always seeks something new and innovative on the foundation of philosophical and ideological truth. He who can break can construct also. The thinking what aims at to break also plots how to construct. You didn’t give any space to me for the orientations and arranging of my thinking. This is a suicidal prejudice. This earth is not the domain of anyone in particular or a group of people. To turn this earth habitable for all is call of the day and time. The fire messengers of new thinking and new concept can only do this without citing any previous prejudice.

So let the new thinkers be given a space to sit. Greet them as the hawker of new dreams. Putting of the cloak of all knowing Please be heard their versions with patience and rationality. You have already occupied births as a token of your contribution or as a matter of chance (?), so you won’t spare any space for the next generation to come. This is not fare. Present generation is enough competent as they do fight every now and then for their own existence. Struggle has taught them much. They are well known of the colours of life. What is the sense of demeaning or belittle them. Welcome their footprints. Please do not treat them as intruders. What is the sense of decomposing their brain who are forerunners of new? Please give them a place to sit and exchange the thoughts and ideas with them. Better you be there where you were, but let the new generation give chance to sit with you on the same line because they can accelerate your motion breaking the static inertia. To have a denial to the new generation to come up is a crime. Those who deny the role of the future generation in the days to come they are not liberalized in mind. They are the conscious victim of narrowness and meanness.

Road does not belong to anyone in particular. This earth, this soil is for all. Those who do not find a little space to sit and think for conceptual changes today may be disheartened or discontented, but they should remember that tomorrow is theirs. The huge black stone of this vested interest, appearing apparently no to be removed from the way, is sure to topple down from the top of the hill with a resultant crash to dust. After that a little space will be given. Is there any legitimacy of it? Please better put of the cloak of knowing everything. There are still many things unknown to you and you are to learn this from the new generation. Where is the bottle neck giving the forerunners an opportunity to be suitably placed? There should be no question of prejudice, nepotism or favouritism. Better let this process be carried out with a liberalized look for a better tomorrow.